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FEAR

Many of us struggle for our career
Am not an exception to be sincere
Let me drop my concern right here
And tell you about all that I fear

I fear meeting my only Lord, ALLAH
With deeds that direct to Hells road
After all the true warnings I ignored
Before doors of repentance closed

I fear the dark desire of flesh and skin
I fear my level of ignorance in deen
Altering what life is supposed to mean
I fear for my future generations and kin

Marry to control the desire of skin
For that leads to unspeakable sin
And may deny one a view so serene
Jannah; Allah bless us with it Ameen

For deen one needs a lot of courage
If I want to raise kids of knowledge
Islam revolves as the best college
I must understand it at any age

The true meaning of life then
Is not the career you entertain
Or money to the power of ten
But know and worship the Creator
NOT CREATION

Summing up to my greatest fear
Is dying with no Kalima whatsoever 
The testimony of a true Believer
I fear being in Jahannam forever

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A SMALL APPRECIATION

This is a dedication to a new chapter in my life. A chapter of hope and struggle. A chapter filled with love, affection and some sweet bitterness.
This is a story dedicated to a budding rose. A beautiful angel. An epitome of beauty and kindness.
This goes to the one who helped me curb my desires.

I have for long struggled in the darkness of sins. In the pits of desires. Drowning in the deep evil of Iblees. That was the past and I say Alhamdulillah for now it is much more better thanks to this angel brought in my life  by Allah (Subhanahu Wa Ta'la).

It is rare that i sit down and write. Yet there is a push today for me to write and this time not a poem but a small appreciation. To appreciate those who motivate me; appreciate those who love me; appreciate my Religion of Islam.

This I have been taught by the Queen that is in my heart. The newest chapter of my life. My one and only wife (DON'T JUDGE IF I HAVE NO MATHNAA PLEASE!). This budding rose taught me to appreciate all thos…

AMKA UCHANGE

Mbona unajimess na kujiwaste.. Miraa na fegi vitu hazina taste.. Vipi? Do you think hereafter you'll be in rest.. Fikiria jamaa choose what is best.. Unavuta sheesha.. Wewe kwisha.. Unajua kenye namaanisha.. Lungs zako zinatisha.. Hazina faida.. Acha kusema ni kawaida.. Uyo mwenye anakubaiya atakuruka.. Kesho atakushoo yeye si duka.. Ati unasema niache kukujudge.. Siezi kukuwacha mpaka ujirecharge.. Hii imepoteza our youths in large.. Amka na mara pap uchange.. Sijui veve sijui ketepa.. Ushacheki of late venye unatupa.. Kuanguka kwa mtaro na machupa. Roho safi hautapata any msupa.. Kuna na qiyama mzeiya.. Hakuna kuhepa lazma utakuwa there.. Hautaonewa utajudgiwa fair.. So think about it if you really care.. Wapi wasee wa kudefend dini.. Cheki venye flag yetu iko chini.. Ummah inableed hizi vitu utaacha lini.. Ukiambiwa hauko sawa hauamini.. Drugs imemada hii generation.. Coming back to Allah ndo the only solution.. Alafu ndo kutetea dini itakuwa our mission.. But tukiwa mazuzu ha…